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Dear Orlando — Composite of survivors, families, and first responders

Orlando, FL / Pulse Nightclub / Dear World

Dear
Orlando.

A group of 40 people — survivors, family members, and first responders of the Pulse nightclub shooting — sat for portraits over a week in Orlando.

A Letter

To the people
we met in Orlando.

The survivors and the eulogy givers. The officers and the nurses. The bartenders and DJs. The sisters and mothers, brothers and fathers. The best friends and colleagues. The lovers, partners and spouses.

A special thank you to all of you who participated. We honor you and hope you're proud of the story and portraits.

Here's what we learned from you

  • You miss dreams that wake you with a smile.
  • The nightmares haven't left.
  • Money always gets in the way.
  • Forgiveness is nearly impossible.* (*Nearly is the most important word in that sentence.)
  • The FBI still has your phone. That phone has the photos of someone you loved.
  • Stanley drank gin and tonics.
  • It takes four minutes to get a patient from the front door of Orlando Health to the operating room.
  • What if and survivor's guilt are motherf***k**s.
  • Social media is a motherf***k**.
  • You've lost friends who died. You've lost friends who survived.
  • Your kid thinks you're better than Batman.
  • You just want to buy turkey sometimes. And be a good mom.

Love,

Robert

Robert Xavier Fogarty and the Dear World team

Press Release / One Year Anniversary

Dear World
documents Pulse.

Survivors, family members and first responders sat for portraits to commemorate the one-year anniversary of the Pulse Nightclub shooting.

Orlando — For its latest portrait collection entitled ‘Dear Orlando’, Dear World captured images of 25 survivors, family members and first responders as they reflected on their healing and recovery one year after the Pulse Nightclub shooting in Orlando, Fla., which claimed 49 lives on June 12, 2016.

Each subject sat for an extended interview and a portrait featuring a personal message written on their skin, which is Dear World's signature storytelling medium. Each portrait includes a first-hand account of the story that inspired the words written on their bodies.

Community members shared deeply personal messages of tribute, regret, redemption, love, hope and fear as the first anniversary approached.

“Dear World honors the people who passed away, saved lives, comforted the injured and buried loved ones a year ago. I cherish the opportunity to listen and share these deeply personal stories from people who are bound by a nightmare that nobody should ever have to endure.”

— Robert X. Fogarty, Founder, Dear World

Dear Orlando subjects include

  • Barbara Poma — owner of the Pulse nightclub
  • Mayra and Brian Alvear — mother and brother of Amanda Alvear, whose final moments were caught on Snapchat
  • Mina Justice — mother of Eddie, who sent her text messages from the bathroom before he died
  • Chief John Mina — City of Orlando Chief of Police
  • Omar Delgado — Eatonville police officer credited with saving the life of Angel Colon

Crediting Instructions

These are made available with broad permission of use with no requests for licensing or compensation from Dear World. All digital stories must link back to dearworld.org. Photos should be credited as: Dear World / Daymon Gardner. On social, tag @dearworld and use #dearorlando.

Portraits & Stories

The Collection

Each subject sat for an extended interview and a portrait featuring a personal message written on their skin — Dear World's signature storytelling medium.

Omar Delgado — Dear Orlando portrait

Eatonville Police Officer

Omar Delgado

Eatonville police officer credited with saving Angel Colon. A year later, he's still waiting for the old Omar to come back.

Read Story

Barbara Poma — Dear Orlando portrait

Owner of Pulse Nightclub

Barbara Poma

She built Pulse and her family inside it. A year later, she's the woman at the turkey counter at Publix — trying to remember how to be a mom.

Read Story

Isabella Poma — Dear Orlando portrait

Daughter of Barbara Poma

Isabella Poma

Isabella grew up inside Pulse — bartending with Sprite and limes, hide and seek across three rooms. Then her mom told her who hid up on the balcony that night.

Read Story

Mina Justice — Dear Orlando portrait

Mother of Eddie Justice

Mina Justice

Eddie's last text came at 2:06 a.m. from the bathroom at Pulse. His mother Mina would learn he was the sixth person identified.

Read Story

Mayra & Brian Alvear — Dear Orlando portrait

Mother & Brother of Amanda Alvear

Mayra & Brian Alvear

Amanda's final moments were captured on Snapchat. Five days before Pulse, she'd posted those words about her brother Nelson, who'd died at 11.

Read Story

Angel Colon — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor

Angel Colon

Three weeks in the hospital, fighting with God in the dark. Angel chose forgiveness as part of moving forward.

Read Story

Marissa Delgado — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor, Friend of Stanley Almodóvar

Marissa Delgado

Marissa survived the Pulse shooting. Her best friend Stanley Almodóvar didn't. This is her tribute to him.

Read Story

Leo Melendez — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor

Leo Melendez

At 14, his mother bought him the Gucci watch his father refused. Three weeks in a coma later, she was the first face he saw — and she had to tell him about Javier.

Read Story

Angel Santiago — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor

Angel Santiago

Angel grew up with nightmares of being chased into closets and found. That night, the dream was real — and afterward he could no longer hide who he is.

Read Story

Rodney Sumter — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor

Rodney Sumter

Rodney was closing out his checks at 2 a.m. when the shots started. A week later, on Father's Day, his son handed him a poster — and named his real superhero.

Read Story

Alison Clarke — Dear Orlando portrait

Orlando Police Department, First Responder

Alison Clarke

An out gay officer with OPD, Alison was one of the first responders at Pulse. A year later, she found healing in a sea of white t-shirts at the PRIDE parade.

Read Story

Rob Domenico — Dear Orlando portrait

Former Board Member, The Center

Rob Domenico

The Center's phone lines lit up the next day. Rob took the call from a mother asking where her son was — and promised they'd call her back.

Read Story

Jaimee Hahan — Dear Orlando portrait

ER Nurse, Orlando Health

Jaimee Hahan

Four minutes from the trauma bay to the OR. Jaimee, an ER nurse on the weekend night shift, writes a letter to Dear World about the team that night.

Read Story

Chris Hansen — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor

Chris Hansen

Chris first thought the shots were music. He kept a stranger conscious by asking her birthday. Days later, her aunt called from Cleveland.

Read Story

Kate Maini — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor, Bartender at Pulse

Kate Maini

Twelve years behind the bar at Pulse. Kate carried Stanley to the pickup truck that night. Her regulars' credit cards stayed in her cup at work — she made their last drink.

Read Story

Valeria Monroig — Dear Orlando portrait

Sister of Jean Carlos Nieves Rodriguez

Valeria Monroig

Valeria shared a bathroom with her brother Jean. The weekend before Pulse, she apologized to her mom — and finally told Jean she'd gotten her license.

Read Story

Robert Pressley — Dear Orlando portrait

Son of Brenda Lee Marquez McCool

Robert Pressley

His mother had a bad feeling that night and changed out of her dress before leaving. Robert writes a letter to the world about Brenda — the lioness.

Read Story

Ray Rivera — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor, DJ at Pulse

Ray Rivera

Ray was the DJ that night. A straight DJ who built his career in Orlando's gay clubs since 1999, he'd rather hang out at a gay club with his wife than anywhere else.

Read Story

Magda Soto — Dear Orlando portrait

Mother of Luis Conde

Magda Soto

Luis was always late — except the day he walked his mother down the aisle. He arrived an hour early. They danced together all night.

Read Story

Orlando Torres — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor

Orlando Torres

Orlando kissed Anthony Laureano hello on his way to the bathroom. Minutes later, the shots started. He saw Anthony's face among the 49 from his hospital bed.

Read Story

Effrain Colon Ortiz — Dear Orlando portrait

Partner of Jonathan

Effrain Colon Ortiz

Effrain remembers Jonathan turning red at a Telemundo taping — and the last hug outside Pulse, when Jonathan told his mother he'd met somebody.

Read Story

Emily Addison — Dear Orlando portrait

Former Partner of Deonka Deidra Drayton

Emily Addison

Emily and Deonka were together for seven years. The night before Pulse, Emily cooked her last meal — turkey necks over rice.

Read Story

Josean Garcia — Dear Orlando portrait

Survivor, Best Friend of Amanda Alvear & Mercedes Flores

Josean Garcia

They called themselves JAM — Josean, Amanda, Mercedes. The hyenas. Josean is writing a song called Fly Away as his goodbye card to the two friends he couldn't say goodbye to.

Read Story

More portraits to be added. Photos: Dear World / Daymon Gardner.

Press & Social Coverage

Media Hits

Coverage of the ‘Dear Orlando’ series in the week of June 9–15, 2017, commemorating the one-year anniversary of the Pulse Nightclub shooting.

522,697

People Reached

142,957

Post Engagements

35,027

Video Views

1,214

New Followers

USA Press

20 Outlets

USA Today

Jun 9, 2017

First outlet to run the series, print and online.

3,270 FB connect · 877 Twitter shares · 1.1K shares

BuzzFeed News

Jun 12, 2017

Featured photos and quotes; trending.

205,207 views

AJ+

Jun 12, 2017

Interviewed Robert; ran the photo series on Facebook.

230K views · 4.2K likes · 1,219 shares

Mashable

Jun 12, 2017

Select photos with stories and a link back to the website.

625 shares

AOL.com

Jun 12, 2017

Full photo series plus original slideshow with news coverage.

123 comments

Orlando Sentinel

Jun 10, 2017

Full photo series with editorial write-up.

AZ Central

Jun 12, 2017

Ran the photo series.

189 FB connect

Cosmopolitan

Jun 12, 2017

Short write-up; featured portraits with quotes.

Hello Giggles

Jun 12, 2017

Featured the project; multiple portraits with quotes.

Brit + Co

Jun 12, 2017

Featured Chief John Mina's portrait via Orlando Police Instagram, link to series.

CassiusLife

Jun 12, 2017

Article on the project with photos.

Naples Daily News

Jun 12, 2017

Write-up with highlighted sentences from each portrait.

UPROXX

Jun 8, 2017

Featured Omar's video alongside the photo series with quotes.

News Talk Florida

Jun 12, 2017

Write-up with photo series and site link.

Normangee Star

Jun 12, 2017

Referenced Dear World as a social-justice organization with a link to the project.

MyModernMet

Jun 14, 2017

Select photos with shortened quotes and Dear World social links.

Konbini

Jun 14, 2017

Photos with short attached quotes.

150 shares

WMFE

Jun 2, 2017

Interviewed Fresh Johnson about Dear World and the Dear Orlando series.

NOLA Defender

Jun 9, 2017

Online article with link to the entire series.

4 FB likes

Sojo.com

Jun 16, 2017

#1 in Weekly Wrap 6.16.17: The 10 Best Stories You Missed This Week.

International Press

5 Outlets

Madmoizelle (France)

Jun 13, 2017

Translated series into French with photos and stories.

Mashable France

Jun 12, 2017

Series with photos, stories, and site link.

55 shares

Vanity Fair France

Jun 13, 2017

Full photo series with stories and link back to the website.

LaVanguardia.com

Jun 2017

Article featuring portraits with attached stories.

Mitu

Jun 13, 2017

Select portraits with stories and site link.

864 shares

Top Social Moments

Twitter & Instagram

  • Mashable

    Tweeted the series.

    46 retweets · 96 likes · 9M followers

  • Orlando Police

    Retweeted the series.

    54 retweets · 94 likes · 85K followers

  • Anna Paquin

    Retweeted.

    20 retweets · 46 shares · 174K followers

  • Katey Sagal

    Liked the series.

    530K followers

  • Kaitlin Olson

    Liked the series.

    495K followers

  • Audra McDonald

    Liked the series.

    21 retweets · 190K followers

  • Nina Jacobson

    Liked the series.

    45.5K followers

  • Ginger Minj

    Liked the series.

    85.5K followers

  • @BuzzFeedNews (Instagram)

    Posted the article featuring Isabella Poma using #DearOrlando.

    18K likes

  • @started_as_a_ally_now_im_queer

    Reposted BuzzFeed's photos using #DearOrlando.

    6,502 likes

Top Facebook Posts

Dear World Page · Jun 9–15, 2017

  • Chris Hansen — Pulse Anniversary Exclusive

    Jun 12, 2017

    130K reached · 3.5K reactions · 465 shares · 15K post clicks

  • Barbara Poma — portrait and story

    Jun 11, 2017

    111K reached · 366 shares

  • Jaimee Hahan — portrait and story

    Jun 12, 2017

    86.2K reached · 1K likes · 224 shares

  • BuzzFeed article share

    Jun 12, 2017

    56.3K reached · 578 likes · 2.3K post clicks

  • Robert's letter — 'To the people we met in Orlando'

    Jun 12, 2017

    46K reached · 1.3K reactions · 3.6K post clicks

  • Omar's video — 'This is what it means to face your fears'

    Jun 11, 2017

    45K reached · 17K video views

  • Omar Delgado — portrait and story

    Jun 11, 2017

    35K reached · 426 likes · 83 shares

  • Mina Justice — video

    Jun 13, 2017

    35K reached · 10K views

  • Ray Rivera — portrait and story

    Jun 11, 2017

    18K reached · 299 likes · 28 shares

Credits

Production Team

Founder

Robert X. Fogarty

Principal Photographer

Daymon Gardner

Facilitators / Interviewers

Lynetria Johnson

Katie Greenman

Jonah Evans

Robert Fogarty

Lead Producers

Katie Godkin Morales

Joe Gravier

Director of Photography

Brian Hollars

Photo Unit Crew

Jen Sens

Video Unit Crew

Cliff Jett

Rick Alexander

Producers

Izzy Morrison

Jenny Babcock

Zach Hollwedel

JD Casto

Margaret Fogarty

Video Editor

Tori McCarthy

Photo Editors

Daymon Gardner

Lemar Arceneaux

Transcript Editors

Liz Beeson

Sara Hudson

Izzy Morrison

Jonah Evans

Robert Fogarty

Interview Venue

90.7 WMFE

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